When things don't work the way I want them to work

This photo shows my Lilac Crowned Amazons having a shower.

Today I spent many hours trying to get a good combination of beads for a project I owe to a friend. At the end of the day I am not at all satisfied with any of my attempts. I hate disappointing anyone. I've been "working on" this project for almost two years and have yet to succeed.

How do I find joy in a day I feel has been wasted?
What about when I am unhappy with my attempts at something?
And when other things go undone?

I know the correct attitude is to rejoice in all things, though this is much easier said than done. I suppose it is the same with love. Love is a choice rather than a feeling. When we no longer have gushy feelings for someone then our decision to love needs to kick in or the relationship is doomed.
So, I choose to find my joy deep within rather than as a result
of successes in my art or other projects. This choice will sustain me and keep me from giving up. Perseverance....that's the word.

Though it is difficult, I choose joy today.
GratefulJoy