A hard day to dream

When Marty was a baby I enjoyed every moment of his development. When he began to love toys I fell in love with him all over again.

Today was difficult. It was too hot. Zoey was moody and bit me.
My car is still in the shop and the mechanic cannot find the part to repair it (ECU). I know I need a new car but I am too practical to start test driving when I am in the sort of debt I am currently under. I just felt sad.

A phone chat with my Joyful friend helped me remember who God made me to be: A Dreamer and Visionary.
Dream Big! Dream Bold!
Inside I wrestle with my the super responsible me that always wants to pay bills early and have all my ducks in a row. Is it irresponsible to trust God when what I need is beyond my income? The question for me isn't the "trust" it's the purchase.

I am grateful for my Joyful friend who gave me a reminder to look with fresh eyes at my circumstances and needs.
I am grateful for lemon jello.
I am grateful for the new car to come (from God)

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